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CHAPTER 8 — TOUCH FROM A MAN WHO DOESN’T TOUCH

Seraphina didn’t expect to see Adrian in the kitchen.

Volkov Mansion had staff who anticipated every need before it existed. The last person she thought would be brewing coffee in fitted black sweats and a plain tee — looking unfairly human — was him.

He didn’t notice her at first. His jaw was still tense from whatever kept him awake all night.

When he finally looked up, that unreadable mask slid back into place.

“You’re awake earlier than expected.”

“You made noise,” she said before thinking.

His eyebrow lifted a fraction. “I don’t make noise.”

“You slammed a cabinet.”

A tiny muscle jumped in his cheek — embarrassment, irritation, maybe both.

“I wasn’t aware you were a light sleeper,” he said.

“I wasn’t,” she murmured. “Until I moved here.”

The words slipped out — too raw — and she regretted them instantly.

But instead of shutting down, he paused.

“Living with me isn’t easy,” he admitted quietly.

It startled her more than any anger would have.

“No,” she said, honest but gentle. “But you’re trying. Last night proved that.”

For a moment, they stood in silence — not tense, not hostile. Just… aware of each other.

She reached for a mug in the upper cabinet, stretching on her toes.

Before she could grasp it, a hand appeared beside hers — large, steady, taking the cup down effortlessly.

Adrian.

He didn’t look at her. Didn’t speak. He simply placed the mug in front of her and stepped back — except not far enough.

Their bodies didn’t touch, but the air between them felt electrified.

“Thank you,” she whispered.

He didn’t respond — not verbally.

He looked at her.

Really looked.

Like she was the first warm thing he had seen in a long time and he didn’t know whether to step closer or run.

She reached for a spoon, and her fingers brushed his.

The contact was tiny — accidental — nothing.

But it hit him like a lightning strike.

His breath hitched. His eyes darkened. His posture locked.

He didn’t snatch his hand away — that would imply loss of control.

He went perfectly still — the way a predator freezes when hunger becomes unbearable.

“Don’t apologize,” he said, voice low, before she could speak.

She hadn’t meant to, but the fact that he anticipated it made something inside her ache.

“Does touch… bother you?” she asked softly.

His eyes met hers — a storm, not a shield.

“Touch isn’t the problem,” he said. “Wanting it is.”

She swallowed hard. “You don’t have to want me.”

He stepped closer — slow, deliberate, dangerous.

“The problem,” he murmured, “is that I do.”

She stopped breathing.

His hand lifted — hesitated — lowered again without making contact.

He wanted to touch her. He wasn’t letting himself.

“What are you afraid will happen if you do?” she whispered.

He stared at her like the truth might destroy them both.

“If I touch you,” he said, voice rough, “I won’t stop.”

Silence detonated in her veins.

Not fear.

Not rejection.

Recognition.

The same longing lived in her too.

But he forced a step back, knuckles white against the marble countertop, eyes burning like self-control was a punishment.

“We should leave in twenty minutes. You have an appointment with your university advisor at ten.” His tone was clipped, professional — a flimsy shield over something fierce and real. “I’ll drive you.”

She could have said she’d take a taxi. She could have said she didn’t need him.

Instead, she said the truth he didn’t want.

“You’re not as untouchable as you think.”

He looked at her sharply — not angry, but undone — like she’d aimed straight for the part of him he hides from the world.

And then, for the first time since she met him, he didn’t walk away first.

He stood there, breathing hard, letting the moment exist.

Letting himself feel it.

That — not the scandal, not the marriage contract — was the real beginning.

Not love. Not lust.

Permission.

The first tiny surrender in a war he was destined to lose.



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Ana Vespera

I’m Ana Vespera. I write novels, poetry, songs, and everything in between—exploring love, emotion, and the moments that linger long after they pass.